Vol 5 Chapter 1 (1/2)
PROLOGUE 02 - the Jealous Queen
I was very beautiful once,else on this world I was more beautiful than the sun, than precious stones, more beautiful than all the beauties that were ever known to humanity
Everyone should have acknowledged this fact
Everyone should have raised their arms in jubilation and praise me
The entire world should have striven to preserve my beauty for eternity
However -
These idiots never understood this!
I was at the pinnacle of happiness three years ago
”And here coician - Mon Lambo!”
The audience, a full house, cheered for athered and shone ondid not fade for a long time How many others in world could enjoy the sa called back to them by the audience with a mad passion?
Mon Mon The genius ician, Mon Lambo
Everyone should have respected this name Historians should have included my name into the list of past heroes without a doubt Everyone should have called enius, and loudly proclaimed me as a miracle while tears rolled off their faces That was expected I was different fro in the sa of God
I was very satisfied I becaant, and I considered myself as a human chosen by God Everyone else was merely a lowborn human who had been created to compliment my existence I was a firm believer of this
Until I was betrayed by those lowborn humans
The one who betrayed me was a vile woman in the same theater company as me
I was born in a filthy ghetto that I don't even want to remember the name of, and I passed my childhood there Someone died every day, the air was h to eat Family and friends would stab each other in the back for just one coin It was a rotten town
I crawled out of that place, and then began to wander and perfor, and strove to keep practicing round While all the other people were still sleeping in their warht sky
Men are not born as geniuses One becoeniuses only fall short because they are lazy, and do not experience theresolve to hone their craft even if it kills them They are but mundane creatures aste their precious lives in foolishness and confusion
I sat silently on the side of the road and looked at the children enuinely a little bit jealous Those children didn't experience any hardshi+ps, and yet they were undoubtedly happier than I was I, who tried everything I could tofor myself I would not tolerate this
Now I re down upon those foolish people froht I will let you, those of you who consider happiness as your natural due and does not work hard, recognize just how much of a failure your lives have all been
I am the one worthy of happiness!
I have more patience than anyone else! I worked harder than anyone else! I craved happiness more than anyone else!
You fools, you who are living a life like lukeater, who blindly believe that someone will spoon-feed you happiness if you wish for it, I will show you what I areat, so, and then I will show you what I am capable of!
This self-depreciation, overfloith jealousy, beca towards the top of the world
I thought that, after my performance on the street was reported, the TV station should then appear and invited enius, after all The entire world should have acknowledged my existence That was inevitable After all, I was the chosen one! I would of course become happy I was different fro seriously and striving to be better!
In the blink of an eye, I beca me However, those remarks around me did not satisfy my pride, not at all
They should praise me more! More! More and more people should see me More and reedily enjoying their peaceful lives to feel regret and shame about themselves!! Ahahaha! I am completely different from all of you! I don't care how you debase rit your teeth in hatred as you gaze upon me with jealousy! You mediocre humans! You ordinary creatures!
All you have to do is to be jealous of ret for your foolishness! That would be supreh so hard I can't even close my mouth! Ahahaha! Hahaha! Think of why you can't be as happy as Mon Lambo! Mutter to yourself! Feel free to feel jealous and frustrated until you go mad!
Envy me in your wails! Envy ret that could almost cut your body up piece by piece, will be used to cure my sorrows!
You idiots! Feel jealous! Ahahaha! Ahahahahahaha!
I would feel annoyed even if I pronounce that name, so I shall call her 'that wo herself, but just becah her family People like those are the people I hate theskills, and sihts She flirted as if she was trying attract people around her all the tiusted me She would escape to safety as soon as she ran into trouble, and always asked for help from others She never considered ways to solve problems whenever she had issues, and always ran away
But although she was so despicable, she was very s with other people Everyone loved her
On the contrary, I didn't want to interact with other fools, and I was isolated
Coer and grander stage, wo in their current place, where they could just live with ease And I, this genius em of humanity, was someone that made the atmosphere more ominous, someone as a bother
This ostentatious and despicable situation continued in the theater co that men in the company were commanded to woo me It was so stupid She could not win over me in our craft, so she started to hurt h alienation and other roundabout methods It was ridiculous
I coently like always
In the end, that wo The atood It felt so happy to look down upon the fools fro towards aze! Woman, why do you hate e you was because you did not try hard enough!
Things would often get very fun after the perfor onthe performance, even with htest practice, and she was mocked I swore that, unlike her, I would not harm others and cause others to be despised My personality also wasn’t inclined to spread such baseless rumors If I had the spare time to knife someone in the back, I would rather perfect my skills, and improve myself
However, on that day, I reached the limit of my endurance
I faced her, faced that woman who frequently made ht to her face:
“Do you knohy you are not receiving praise like me?”
I looked down, a rising desire for sadisritted my teeth and hissed:
“Because you are not me!”