Vol 1 Chapter 10 (1/2)

「Return: Chapter 10

“I can’t believe it……Seriously?” As he began to speak again, a single tear fell from the corner of his black, beautiful eye and trickled down his cheek I didn’t kno much time had passed

“I wanted to see you……Why hadn’t I confirasaki Hospital? I regretted not doing this for a long ti that you existed in this world But I couldn’t hold backto see you I just had a dream about you recently You held me in my dream And now you’re still here even when I’m awake I didn’t think such happiness could exist When I woke up from my dream, I was seized by despair and couldn’t fall back to sleep I want to see you… I want to see you Was the only thought going throughonly to see you”

“………I knew it This is only a drealass down on the table

“Why……?”

This is real though, I thought, feeling sad and clinging to his arm Then he placed his hand on top of my hand and smiled kindly at me

“You’re not being hypnotized right now, so why do you say only the words I wish to hear?”

“This is…this isn’t a dream……!”

Unable to stand it anylass down on the table and embraced Suzuki

“……I knew it This is a dreaed ht tears to my eyes

“This isn’t a dream”

Why didn’t he believeto cry now, but his powerful embrace stopped my tears

“This isn’t a dream,” I repeated

“Mhed hter

Aah…I can be in his aro There was a ht now, rather than exchanging words, I wanted our bodies to touch I prayed for that and hugged hihter

“……Alright”

It sees had reached hi each other, and the moment he whispered into my ear, he pushed me down on the sofa

“……Is it cramped……?” Suzuki said as he came down on top of me and covered my lips with his own

“Mm……”

Desire quickly arose in me, the moment I felt the soft sensation of his lips

This wasn’t his dream form This was the actual him A cry almost escaped my lips as he kissedin that cry His tongue broke through my ts of teeth and licked inside ue and firhtly sucking on it and opened my eyes just a crack to see Suzuki narrow his eyes in a san to undressi on an to unbutton Suzuki’s shi+rt

“………”

Suzuki widened his eyes in surprise

“……Ah……”

I wanted him more than I wanted to confirm with my own hands that he actually existed

This warmth This feel of his slistened with sweat froht in the room I had missed all of this I loved all of this His hand will slide over h I felt like I was going to coressive, because I was drunk with euphoria When I tried to pull back rasped my hands

“……I want to undress you, but we’re pressed for ti our kiss, and rew more and more froot up and began to undress I tried to unbutton ers, but I couldn’t quite do it

“I’ll help you with that”

Already done taking off his clothes, Suzuki chuckled as he stretched out his hands towards ic Then he pushed ain; this time I was naked He buried his face in my neck and started to firmly suck onme, but pleasure doan to pluck at my nipple

“Ah……!”

A gasp escaped an to feel hot My heart was already beating so fast it echoed inin my ears

“No………! Ah……!”

Suzuki ferociously torht his face down from my neck toit erect by licking it with his tongue, he lightly bit on it I was in absolute excitement from his persistent touches and couldn’t help to loudly cry out Finally, Suzuki brought his lips down fros and lifted rabbed the fleshy parts surrounding my anus and spread it wide open Thedown there, Suzuki buried his face in

“No! ………It’s dirty……!”

He inserted his tongue inside ers He licked the top ofme twist my hips with enthusiasm

“Ah……!”

Before long, one of his fingers went inside along with his tongue

“Ngh……!”

It began to feel out of place, because it had been a while since his finger had dug deep inside me

I groaned lightly,dissected Suzuki raised his face fros to talk

“You didn’t let anyone touch you here, did you? I’m happy”

“Cause……!”

There’s no one that I will let touch me There’s no one besides you who I want to let touch me and who I think can touch me

I wanted to let hier inside asps

“Ah! ……No……! ……Ah……!”

One finger becaer went inside His three fingers touched what seee of excitement I couldn’t control, and in turn, I couldn’t help but cry out like an animal

“I want it……! ……Aah……! Hurry……! ………Hurry, I want it………!”

I wanted his thick cock to fill the throbbing inside of me

Before I knew it, I was thrusting outfor him to put it in Suddenly, I felt a small breeze down there

Startled, I opened my eyes that I hadn’t even knoere closed

“……Ah……”

At that s and pressed his erect cock on my anus My body shook with pleasure, and I let out a cry full of e happily at my reaction and thrust his hips further inside

“Aah!” I let out a loud cry, because the feel of it was incoer It felt out of place, but pleasure exceeded that, because I had finally gotten the thing I had been tired of waiting for

“You’re tight…” Suzuki muttered as he continued to s connected with mine

“Aah……”

Suzuki’s cock pierced in so deep that it felt like my intestines rose Just from that, I couldn’t help but feel happy

“I’an to slowly rew faster, intensifying Before I knew it, I was reaching orgasm

“Ahh……! Ah! ……Ah! ……Aahh!”

The place our bodies connected, my skin, and even my breath felt so hot that it burned, and I couldn’t help but want to release that heat It became so hot that even my brain seemed to boil, and by now, my ability to think had become zero

I want to come

But it will be a waste to come now

I’ve alanted to experience an orgasether with him

As I struggled with these conflicting thoughts, he was the one who released , erect cock and drew it through his hand once

“AAH……!” I im milky white fluid in his hand

“……Kuh……”

Immediately after that, he positioned hi drip inside of me, and I knew that he had also cos

I had been reunited with him

He actually existed, as I had thought

And he wants me as well

This is like a dream

I was scared that if I closed my eyes this would really become a ‘dream’, so I dared to keep my eyes open and look up at ‘him’ – at Suzuki

“I like you……I love you,” he said in a whisper and slowly brought his beautiful face close to mine

“……I also……”

I wasn’t sure if I could answer The lu in my throat had robbed me of my voice, so I just accepted Suzuki’s lips as they caot drunk on the kiss with him for he let me feel ultimate happiness

“Are you alright?”

It see twice in a row I openedheld out before me

“Do you want to drink?”

“……Mhm……”

I hadn’t even noticed when he had moved me to the bed It was a small, twin size-bed When I looked around the rooe, and the simple, furniture-less interior reminded me of the room in Karuizahere I had been imprisoned As Suzuki helped me sit up and supported my back, I drank the water out of the plastic bottle I drank the entire thing alh

“Do you want to drink some more?” he asked I shook my head no, so Suzuki took the empty plastic bottle out of my hand and showed me a smile

“Should we talk a little?”

“……Mhm”

Talking……the outcome of our conversation would probably cause us a burden If ere to separate right noould be apart again without knowing if this had been a dream or reality I felt that perhaps to me, and to hi with thisthat we could never row fonder eternally, and our love would never disappear from our hearts

That would be an ideal love from one standpoint Actually, in the past, I had wanted to choose this path However, there is no way a beautiful, dream-like memory could surpass the reality This was my realization

No ht have, hearing what he had to say should behiht in my heart I knew Suzuki felt an to speak slowly as if he were carefully choosing his words

“……I fell in love with you o You frequented a bar called ‘S’ in Kichijoji I also used to go there I gazed at you from the end of the counter”

“……Huh……?”

Although I had , I was still confused to hear this unexpected thing and inadvertently exclaimed a little I certainly had frequented that bar in Kichijoji One night, I had been severely drunk and entered that bar on accident There were practically no people in there, so I caan to go there It seemed that because the inside of the bar was so dim, you couldn’t see the customer’s faces very well In the corner, at the counter way back in the store, I re man certainly had sat there

No, did I remember?

Usually, I had been over drinking and had been short on sleep when I stopped by that bar, so I didn’t remember much of what happened there I looked back at hi, don’t tell ave me a somewhat complicated smile

“You don’t reht But that’s natural, since we’ve never talked I only boldly gazed at you But soaze had reached you, and you had noticed me I believed that’s exactly why you had always come to that bar……”

I couldn’t say a word to Suzuki as he hanged his head I feared that I would hurt hiized When I also lowered my head, I sensed that Suzuki looked up, and so with that, I also looked up and saw that he was looking straight back at me as he spoke

“My chance ca an anemic attack at the train station I felt sorry for you, but even though you were feeling sick, I was excited at this opportunity to talk to you Yet you treated h in s did not catch up with this When I was forced to realize that you had been co me the whole time we had sat at that bar, my mind went blank So……”

“………You……hypnotizedthe answer, but this tione blank

“Yes” Again, Suzuki gave a somewhat complicated smile and nodded “I did it completely out of selfish resentment Of course I realized this, and yet, I couldn’t hold back ment of a memory of me! It was your punish to think……No, the word ‘terrible’ wouldn’t even cut it”

“………………”

A wry smile that had suddenly appeared on Suzuki’s lips vanished just as suddenly putting a serious look on his face

“You can call the police I will, of course, give myself up to the police”

“Police……”

Of course I didn’t wish to call the police or even have the thought itself So I was dazed When I said the word ‘police’, Suzuki nodded

“I was prepared for ateoff to Germany I already had a place to work over there And yet, I found it hard to leave your side, so I kept postponing e But I really hadn’t expected for you to coht either your boss, who had ation firm, or the police, who your boss had probably reported aze at

“……What?”

Even though he had been speaking so s now?

My own voice sounded terribly far ahen I asked

“……I’ve revealed everything to you Now that you’ve heard it, tell me……”

“……?” I peered into Suzuki’s face as he fell silent again

“……I wonder…if you don’t feel disgusted……” He had his head down as he said these words in a voice so small that it was barely audible

“Disgusted……” I repeated after his in er than a whisper

“I’m scared that you’ll hate me”

“I don’t hate you”

I felt as if the fog inside my head had cleared up all at once My voice sounded loud within the room when I firmly said this

“……You……”

It seemed that my loud voice had even surprised Suzuki, and he let out a suppressed sigh after widening his eyes

“This is like a drea ht in his eyes “Even when I revealed everything to you, I ed not to lose you I didn’t think it would be possible for this to happen in real life”